nicoles-shadow

You know how sometimes you just get in those moods where you feel really lonely? Yeah. Maybe it's because I've been sitting in my room by myself for the last four hours procrastinating. I miss my friends back home. I miss being able to just hang out with them doing nothing and talking for hours. I miss my car. I feel like just getting in and driving. I miss my family. You know you've hit a low point when you start Facebook stalking your parents. I'll be home for the summer in less than a month, but that seems like such a long time from where I'm standing. Oh, and I have a sore throat. This would be a really awful time to be ill. I have

How does all this end up happening? How am I supposed to impress upon people that what they do isn't right? I know that makes me sound arrogant, that I think I know better enough that I feel I must teach a lesson, but it's mainly concern. I see this stupid, self-destructive behaviour and I can't contain my commentary. It's idiotic. They shouldn't be doing it. I can't cover for them forever. I feel like the best I can do is tell them they're making bad decisions, but that's not enough. First of all, they (well, at least one of them) won't listen. Second of all, I feel like a poseur acting like I know so much better even though I know I'm rig

Wow, I haven't uploaded a new deviation or journal in forever. Summer is going quite well. I have been able to spend some time with my friends, which is fantastic. Work isn't too bad; I actually enjoy it sometimes and the money definitely makes it worth it. My vacation to Aruba was phenomenal. I spend lots of time doing nothing which is relaxing. I have nearly three months left still since the UC system starts so late. Random occurrence today: I'm reading something online and listening to music. Someone knocks on my door; I expect it to be one of my family members. I yell, "Yeah?" I hear the door open behind me and turn around. There